June 8th, 2019 Mood: Sad 😢 Even more hair fell out today. I have a feeling that it won't be long now until I have Matt shave my head. This is heartbreaking to say the least, but it does mean the chemo is working, so I need to hold onto that! 😔
Life
June 7th, 2019 Mood: Hopeful 😏 So true, but now I realize this more than ever....I told Matt tonight that it is time to make a list of the places we want to travel to, places we have never been; because we don't know what the future will hold and I want to see and …
Hair Loss
June 6th, 2019 Mood: Sad 😢 2nd chemo treatment today....this morning was rough for me! I had a bunch of my hair fall out and I sat in bathroom and cried. You don't know what it feels like to have your hair fall out until it happens to you. 😥
ER
May 31st, 2019 Mood: Scared 😟 I went to the ER at about 4:30am this morning. This chest pain is something I have never felt before, very intense, very scary. I don't remember all of the details clearly but they started with a EKG. I have had a CT, blood tests, EKGs and everything is …
Oncologist
March 22nd, 2019 Mood: Scared 😥 My oncologist, Dr. Peacock, is very nice and explained a lot to us. As I said in a future entry, he feels that even though my cancer is hormone fed and chemo has proven to not be very effective, I should probably have it anyway. I will end my …