May 31st, 2019 Mood: Scared 😟 I went to the ER at about 4:30am this morning. This chest pain is something I have never felt before, very intense, very scary. I don't remember all of the details clearly but they started with a EKG. I have had a CT, blood tests, EKGs and everything is …
Random Thought
May 25th, 2019 Random thought of the day...it is really hard to drink 1/2 of my body weight, in ounces mostly water, every day! It is an essential task while going through chemo so I am figuring it out. My Fitbit app is helping me keep track so that has been awesome! I am still …
Next Steps
May 17th, 2019 Mood: Anxious 😏 Quick update...I saw my surgeon on Wednesday and he said that everything looks great concerning my surgery site. We scheduled the surgery to install my port for chemo which will be done today, Friday. It is a quick 30 minute surgery and it sounds like it is very routine, …
Cut & Donated Hair
May 11th, 2019 Mood: Sad 😭 I had my hair cut today.....8 inches taken off. It was enough to donate so that made me feel good that I could do that for someone, but it was an understandably traumatic experience. I know that when my hair starts falling out later I will be happy that …
Trying to Fight Off Tears
May 7th, 2019 Moods: Scared 😢 A bad day....good days and bad, comes with the territory I suppose. Lots of crying....I am in shock, everything is so overwhelming! 😭
Bloodwork
May 30th, 2019 Mood: Hopeful 😌 I am still feeling good! I went to my oncologists office this morning for bloodwork. A few things are high and a few are low, but nothing to keep me there to see the nurse. I am still not used to the short hair but I won't have it …