August 7th, 2019 Mood: Anxious 😟 My thoughts can be overwhelming at times.... Work is an excellent distraction. I am thankful every day that I work from home and that I still have my job. I love my job and in many ways it is helping me "keep it together" from day to day. I …
No Sleep
August 2nd, 2019 Mood: Exhausted 😟 So my Benadryl dose was cut in half during my treatment yesterday.... I didn't sleep at all last night, well maybe 2 hours or so. When my alarm went off I knew I was in trouble. There was no possible way I could work....I couldn't form a thought to …
ER
May 31st, 2019 Mood: Scared 😟 I went to the ER at about 4:30am this morning. This chest pain is something I have never felt before, very intense, very scary. I don't remember all of the details clearly but they started with a EKG. I have had a CT, blood tests, EKGs and everything is …
Scars: **WARNING: GRAPHIC SURGERY PHOTO**
May 2nd, 2019 Mood: Sad 😭 I burst into tears when I saw my scar from my breast to my lymph nodes tonight. I look like a patched up monster! I hate this! 😭
Surgery Follow-up
April 29th, 2019 Mood: Frustrated 😟 Today I went for my follow up appointment with my surgeon. He had good news and bad news....the good news is that he got all of the cancer out and my margins are clear. My surgery site is healing well and my drains will be taken out on Friday. …
Rough Day
April 27th, 2019 Mood: Exhausted 😴 Today was a bit rough. I have been nauseous on and off. I have been a little irritable, mainly because I am tired of the bandages and drains. Matt has been wonderful with emptying my drains and recording the amount of icky, that's a medical term you know...🤣, that …